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I think I've always wanted to be a slut, but just never had the guts for it. In high school I wanted to walk around like Sarah Evens did - dressed like what we called a cheap hooker. Sure, we all made fun of her behind her back - but the guys still lined up around the block to let her suck their cocks and later deny it. I made fun of her too, but secretly, I admired her. Out loud, I denied it too.

I began masturbate imagining myself being like her - a real slut. Over the years, my fantasies would become darker. Then, like the ‘good' girl I am, I would feel shame for my desires.

Then lust.

Then shame.

My sexual fantasies started to grow to monolithic proportions. The more devilish the fantasy - the bigger the orgasm and the bigger the orgasm the deeper the sensation of shame. The wall between shame and lust began to crumble until I began to lust for shame.

My sinister sexual desire left me unrewarded by vanilla sex. This obsession made boyfriends few and far between. I never had the guts to act out any of these dark wishes though the dark desires consumed me. The usual boyfriend stuff would come and go. I would get laid in the usual fashion, but I was bored to the point that I preferred my ...

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